Monday, April 6, 2009
Would you grant mie a wish?
Disappear - Beyonce
Sitting there...
Barely able to do anything but watch...
Trying to keep up everything that happening..Keeping the matter at the corner of my mind..
Making a mental note saying, "I shall think about it when I finally have the solution."
The clock is ticking day after day..Question is "What could I do to help make time stop and turn it back to once when it was a brighter and happier day for everyone?"
Never thought the clock would faster than it should...
Time's up...
A voice that I longed to hear was heard once again..But this time was sadness..
Why should he be the one carrying the weight on his shoulder when it's not his fault?
Why should he be the one apologizing?
Anger built inside of mie..
Didn't thought it would affect mie that much..
I though I could hold it..
I had always been the one able to hold on..
But in a just a split second of lack of consciousness, pearls of tears just poured out without any warning..
Yes.I want to do something.
I want everything to be just like before..
Just like before she left us and entered to another world..
But no.
I could turn back time..
Nor have back all the brighter days...
I would just want to lock myself up from the outside world..
Cry till my tears dried up.
But what difference could it make?
Would a miracle happen?
Would a fairy appear and tell mie that she would grant mie a wish?
If it is, I would wish to have two wishes..
First, I would wish everything to be perfectly fine for you..
Your wealth... health.. happiness... and every other things..
And as for him, I would wish he would just rot and die in the most dreadful way..
Like how fucking dreadful you're treating every single important person in your life.
You should just go fuck yourself you mother fucker!
But all this could only be fulfilled, if I have a wish.....
Love,
Cheryl ♥
Cheryl ♥
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